I've been gone for awhile. Had to get some unwanted shit back together. So heres and update of my falling apart life. My bestfriend just dumped me for her boyfriend. My other bestfriends parents found liquor in their house...of mine.. and are prolly going to be calling my parents tomorrow. My grandmother is dieing and I failed my licence test. All in this past week or so. FABULOUS. I'm freaking out. What the hell is going on? Who dumps there bestfriend of forever for a fucking boy?! A desprate son of a bitch thats who. And the fucking worst part is I have to car pool with her for Volleyball Camp this week..and see her when we have practices. ALL BECAUSE OF A BOY. A boy I had first a while back too. A gross, mean, perverted asshole. I cannot wait for him to dump her. Usually I would never say something like that...but under the circumstances.. I'm pissed. Beyond pissed to be honest. I cant even talk about it right now... ew.
Ok, so on top of that I stole a bottle of Tequila from my Mom. Ugh I know, fucking dumb teenager move. IDK WHAT THE FUCK I WAS THINKING. Lets be serious. I drank the whole bottle left not even a shot in it. And now were gunna get our asses whooped! The one time you do something stupid it bites you in the ass right away! WTF. Never agian, thats all I have to say. I'm scared shitless. When my parents find out....oh good god. My grandma is status quo...shes sick. It's sad and depressing and aweful and ugh I can't even talk about it let alone go visit her... And I failed my licence test and everyone keeps asking me how I did.
"HOW'D I DO?! I FAILED THATS HOW I DID."
Please shoot me.
Oh and the carpooling, yeah its suicide thank you very much.
My windows looking like a way out to me.
China here I come? Cali maybe? KILLLLLL MEEEEE PLEASEE.
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