Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Welcome Back

Well helllllo there:) miss me?
Ok so I've been gone for a while.. And I mean awhile. And you guys havent heard advice in awhile. And I know I'm sortof rushing back into things but I think I sort of need to make something clear. It's a new life lesson that I have recently just learned while dating a boy that had more issues than I thought was possible. Ladies. Take it from me when I say.."DO NOT DATE A PILL HEAD/ALCOHOLIC/SUICIDAL BOY. YOU CAN NOT HELP OR FIX THEM."
That's a promise. Like seriously, it's not going to work.
I recently was dating a boy that I thought I could help an change in some serious ways. He was an ex-pill head a bit of an alcohol problem and a huge suicidal tendency. I though I was like the virgin Mary sent from heaven an that I was the one to help him set his life up for success. Yeah. Well I was wrong. Shit happened and now I'm sitting here thinking "What the he'll was that Steph?! Your a fucking moron!!!" and it's true. WTF was I thinking.
First of all the relationship was more of a friendship in my eyes, second of all I never saw him and thirdly I am just stupid and liked like two other guy while I dated him. Bitch? Yes, you could say that. Unfortunately that's the problem. I'm not a bitch. I couldn't tell him off. And that's why I'm here. Back agian and typing about my problems hoping that it will help all of you beautiful women in the long run.
The next few posts I make will be about abusive relationships and I hope you all take the serious time needed and read them.
Thanks!!!<3
-Stephanie